I found out this weekend it is possible to do negative activity. Where you 'NOT' do something so strongly it wipes out other stuff you may do.
How can I do negative activity you ask?
On Saturday I did laundry. This took me about 15 minutes of "work."
On Sunday I have finally removed the load of laundry from my dryer. I have now concentrated on NOT folding them so hard I think they have gotten dirty again by just sitting in my clothes basket.
When three in the afternoon today rolled around I cleaned my ferret's cage. By the time I was done with that I fell asleep for two hours. I did not decide to fall asleep; it is like some strange form of narcolepsy.
It was not even a decision to "be lazy" this weekend because that would have meant making a decision. It is like nothingness took control of my body and said no matter how much you are thinking otherwise going into this weekend, know that you will become nothing for two days.
Being nothing is not that bad. You are so full of nothing you do not even feel guilty about it.
How can I do negative activity you ask?
On Saturday I did laundry. This took me about 15 minutes of "work."
On Sunday I have finally removed the load of laundry from my dryer. I have now concentrated on NOT folding them so hard I think they have gotten dirty again by just sitting in my clothes basket.
When three in the afternoon today rolled around I cleaned my ferret's cage. By the time I was done with that I fell asleep for two hours. I did not decide to fall asleep; it is like some strange form of narcolepsy.
It was not even a decision to "be lazy" this weekend because that would have meant making a decision. It is like nothingness took control of my body and said no matter how much you are thinking otherwise going into this weekend, know that you will become nothing for two days.
Being nothing is not that bad. You are so full of nothing you do not even feel guilty about it.
can I come curl up in your nothing for a bit? I am exhausted.
Posted by shamanprincess | 10:00 AM